): sometimes i do think that going overseas is a good thing.
say i'm just running away, say whatever you want. sometimes i really just wish i could hide away and pretend nothing's happening. i wish i could just have a couldn't care less attitude. but i guess not.
i couldnt not want to care less. i wouldnt and i shouldnt.
i wish i could seriously end work right now today. but my daddy's right. i just feel that this iz my responsibility to hand over properly so that i wont waste my other colleagues' time with the whole teaching process ): i guess my daddy still understands? boo. been having a seriously hard time with this whole teaching thing. cant teach for nuts. it's like a test of patience that's kinda backfiring.
bleh. sorry jon!! i'm like a bullet train when i teach ): i cant help it. thank God i didnt get through that application to become a teacher. i tink i'll be a seriously lousy one. frigging irritated with myself.
bugger bugger bugger
nothing's been exciting of late as a matter of fact. i just know i've still got alot of things to do and prepare for before i leave.
1) get a house to stay over there before i end up staying on the streets. or den again as i've always been saying, i could always buy a tent and pitch it on the rooftop of the university campus. easier to get to school too. 2) pay a visit to the dentist to fix up my poor tooth ): 3) stop living in denial and finally go to the optician to get my eyes checked and fix up a pair of specs ): byebye "perfect" eyesight! i'm going to look like a teacher soon. pfft 4) stock up on stationeries to bring over 5) start shopping for clothes to wear over there AND
"Remember, happiness doesn't depend upon who you are or what you have. It depends solely upon what you think."
— Dale Carnegie
Most people don't believe it, but it really is possible to think yourself happy. You start with one happy thought
followed by another and another until pretty soon you're stacking them on top of each other, like layers of joy
bricks. After awhile, you will have built such a solid wall of happy thoughts around yourself that wherever you go,
you'll radiate joy. And all because one day you made the decision that no matter what, you were going to think a
happy thought.